The devil's nest

I need a deep breath of pure air
before stepping in the devil's nest
full of toxic and poisonous gas
that is hot like hell itself.
I am searching for the sinner
the one that keeps me alive
while killing me slowly
with the devil's kiss.
My eyes turned red at the gate
of my greatest nightmare
and every step towards the world of misery
brings bloody tears to them.
How can i get what i want
if i don't walk deeper in this place
where wars seem like fairy tale stories
and sadness is equal to calmness.
I am going left to make it right
while red snow covers the nest
and the sinner lays awake
on the burnt grass.
Her knowing eyes meet mine for the last time
as i kneel down by her side
and before her smile fades away
everything is over.
Now my soul can break through the wall
that this world's lies created
and fly free with the elements
hugging my lost innocence. 

Hostage of your love

I can't remember how it happened.
Was it that charming smile of yours
or the will of yours to protect me?
Maybe it was that want, that desire
in the labyrithm of your eyes
and suddenly i am a hostage of your love
running,chasing after what once was mine
my own self.
You slipped inside of me,
charmed my broken heart
took it far away of me
and while leaving you broke it
into a million pieces letting it bleed.

Love is a soul-eater
a beast that wears a golden mask
and yet no matter the pain
i want to be the beauty
that will change it into a charming prince.
Love leaded the darkness in my life
but i don't need light to shape your face
i have two bright mirrors, two brown eyes
to reflect your leaving form.

I want to believe that somewhere out there
someone is thinking of me without knowing me
and this someone will come to the tower
that you locked me without care
and that this someone will be my fellow
my protector and friend in the battle i started
a battle that the bad dragon is a feeling,
a black rose made by anger, agony and misery.
We will win against hate and find true love
the most beautiful flower in the world.

Holding this magic flower
singing the lost hymn of care
we will heal what was hurt
save what was dead and gone
and light this dying world of mine.
And till then i will draw your gorgeous eyes
on the walls of my prison.
And even then i will remember the whisper in my ears
and the soft summer breeze that was following you.

True love is my wonderful rose
that lives inside of me.
And one day someone will for real touch
its golden petals with their holy lips
and will give me a whole new purpoce
a whole new meaning.
I still hope it will be you...

I am still a hostage of your love

running,chasing after what once was mine

my own self.

My twin soul

This other soul that walks by my side
is a female as well, a wonderful young girl
different than me but so alike in the same way
searching in the world of our common dream.
I dedicated my whole existance in a research,
a beautiful goal of finding her.
We both are artistic, quiet and yet passionate
we love the same things in different pairs.
I love the wind and am the sea,
she loves the sea and is the wind.
We both love speed and races
physically and mentally.
She and i create an universe by our own
and this universe is the most beautiful dream.

Sweet dreams

Swimming through black clouds of misery

while the world turns around once again

every human being hides inside the plastic houses

eternally searching for the rabbit's hole

that will lead them to the wonderland.

Day time is almost over for tonight

returning to its darkness to rest once again

elegant like a babydoll it will lay to its bed

among the red petals of dead roses

meaninglessly thrown on a cold ground

staying there till the end of time.

Sweet dreams daytime... 

Time for a moonride

My heart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness.
The whole world seems depopulated.
Though missing you would may turn into a small pleasure
if i knew i run in your mind once in a while. 
A reunion would be my own heaven
as i live in the hell of a breaking up months now.
But hoping for a chance is nothing like me
so i turn and look around. 
I step on a big black hole
and inside i can see your name.
In the daytime i walk all around it
and in the night i fall right in its arms.
I give the softest smile to show it's okay
even when inside the storm is building up
and in the end i take one step forward
while my heart and mind is one step behind.
Now that we got our sunset,
i will wait for a moonride.

My mistake

Unworthy.
No, i won't call you like this.
Not needed.
You are not.
Liar.
Maybe... but you never meant to be one.
Mistake?
Yes. Maybe you are one.
But i did this mistake knowing how dangerous it could be for me.
And if you are my mistake...
you are the sweetest and more bitter mistake i've ever done.
And if you are a mistake...my mistake,
i would make it again and again...
even if i could choose not to.
Maybe i would only change one thing.
Believing your promises.
You didn't keep even one.
So maybe it's a mistake i consider you not a liar.
No...
I decided.
You are not a mistake.
You are not a liar.
But i made a mistake.
My mistake is that i am not like you.

Καρτέρι

Οι δρόμοι κλείσανε.

Δεν ακούγονται φωνές τριγύρω.

Ένα τζάκι μισοσβησμένο ζεσταίνει

μια παγωμένη οικογένεια.

Κανένας δεν μιλάει

και η γιαγιά δεν λέει παραμύθια.

Μόνο κοιτάνε κλεφτά απ την κουρτίνα

περιμένοντας τον θάνατο.

Το φαγητό τελείωσε πριν μέρες

και το νερό είναι ένα κομμάτι πάγος.

Η κουβέρτα τρύπια και σκοροφαγωμένη

καλύπτει ελάχιστα τα γυμνά πόδια των παιδιών.

Εκείνοι όμως καρτερούν το θάνατο

σαν να ναι φίλος απ' τα παλιά.

Ο φόβος δεν βρίσκει χώρο στην καρδιά τους

και το καρτέρι καλά κρατεί.

Βήματα σπάνε τη σιγαλιά,

βαριές μπότες και φωνές που δίνουν διαταγές.

Ο άδειος δρόμος γεμίζει

και ξαφνικά ο φόβος τρυπώνει με φόρα στο δωμάτιο.

Τότε η γιαγιά αρχίζει το παραμύθι της

για μια χώρα με ειρήνη.

Dreaming of a dream

Breaths that search for a way to escape
dreams that live beyond the clouds
looks that hide all our emotions
whispers that expect to be heard
lips that had never been kissed
and a girl on a swing waiting.

The dream goes on without an end
you take its hand and walk
the smile never loses its place
while you live again and again
touching the endless sky
that kisses the mysterious sea. 

Never but forever

Today i will open my heart to you
once again but only for a moment
and after this i am going to go
and never come back to you.
I will look deep in your eyes
and whisper words of devotion
but only because they will come from my heart
and then i will disappear forever.
Tonight i will hug my pillow
for one last time and whisper
your soft name smiling
and then it will be over.

It will be over forever in my mind
but never in my heart.

Θυμός

Σαν ζεματιστό νερό τρέχει πάνω στην ψυχή μου
ένα συναίσθημα που δεν έχω νιώσει πριν
σε τέτοιο βαθμό, τόσο πολύ.
Η ανάσα μου είναι τόσο αρρύθμιστη
και με κάνει να σκέφτομαι πώς
ένα άτομο μπορεί να σε κάνει να νιώσεις έτσι.

Νιώθεις παράτολμος και θέλεις να μιλήσεις
μα είναι απλά ένα άγριο συναίσθημα
δεν πρέπει να το αφήσεις να σε πλημμυρίσει
όχι πιο πολύ από το ανθρώπινο.
Ζήσε το μέσα από την βαθιά σου αγάπη
αλλά μην το αφήσεις να σε τυφλώσει
θύμωσε σαν άνθρωπος, όχι σαν ζώο.

The lost key

I locked myself among four walls
to hide the tears that i don't let to fall
and the voices that stay inside my neck.
There are no windows and the door is locked.
Sometimes i think that i want
to go out and live my life
but i cant find the key to unlock myself.
Then i laugh because i remember you have it
and i lay again in my bed looking up.

The walls have no voices but sometimes they feel alive
like listeners of my life, cold and unmoved.
I am not afraid to go out,
i just find no reason to do this.
Life lost its meaning, like i lost my key.
Maybe in the end i will just pray you will bring it back.
After all you are my dear thief who stole my heart and the key to open it.

I am leaving tonight

I tried to teach you
how a heart works
why we really need it
and how we live with it.
But you never found out
the real meaning of my existence
and you told me to leave
when i needed you the most.

So tonight babe i am leaving
and you must find a way to live
because i will survive somehow with a heart
while you will be searching yours
in a place full of memories and lies.

You told me you can live
without me and my love
so it won't be hard for you,
so don't cry over me, my love
even if no one will love you
like i did, like i always did.

Love, save up your tears
i am leaving tonight
don't cry over me
i am leaving tonight
and i can't come back
because i need myself more.

I am the mistress of myself
and a whole world is there for me
and i do need company
but i will choose it carefully
and your place will be empty
even if someone comes with me.

But baby, i am leaving tonight
Save up your tears,
you said you can live without me
so i am leaving tonight
and i ll find a place to stay
before moving on again.

Nameless Soul

You choose for yourself
names without a real meaning
names that never matched you
and have nothing to do with you.
Your soul longs for real love
for another one to hug you
for someone to take care of you
and bring light in your life.
Nameless soul, you long for me
to name you once again
with your real name
the one only i know.
Nameless soul, come back home
i keep the door wide open
and the fireplace is on
so as to warm you with love.

You choose for yourself
a path without flowers
only with some petals
and full of thorns.
If you take my hand
i will lead you to the gardens
of the most beautiful heaven
full of roses with small thorns.

Nameless soul, i know your name
the one that was meant for you
the one we created together
and you whispered to me.
Nameless soul, tonight i will pronounce
your real name at midnight
so stay awake to hear it
to hear to whom you belong.

So far yet so close

I always had this feeling
i would be here in the final hit
and now i know how it feels
to be someone's favourite food
eating a small part of you
never wanting to have the last bite.
Now i am having this dejavou
myself walking away with red wings
broken and in fire but beautiful too
smiling bright as the drowning sun
to be another star of the dark sky
so far away of you.

I always had this feeling
that things would look more logical
when i would loose my mind
to make it crystal clear
loosing myself in that lovely valley
full of you, full of you.
Now i am having this dejavou
of myself in a place so far away
where your voice cant echo
laying peacefully on the grass
to be another happy lost girl
so far away from you.

I always had this feeling
i wouldnt want to go there
i am out of touch, but still
to make it crystal clear
staying away of you is bad
so bad for me, just for me.
Now i am having this dejavou
of my mind flying away
where hell and heaven exist together
letting my little heart so far behind
to follow you everywhere like always
so close to you, so close to you.

I am me

I am heaven's light
and hell's fire.
Bare with me.
Watch me shining,
look at me burning
everything around me.
No one will ever be like me
such a bright star
fading away day by day.
Like fire i am burning
everyone's souls with sweetness
Like water i am saving you
from my hot breath.
I carry heaven's love
and place it on your hands.
I am the blue rose
beyong the red and pink ones.
I am me and no one is me
I am me.

No home

Walking around the roads
full of people with a place to go
all together,no one alone
where is her home?
No one waits for her
no one will come to pick her up
no place to go.
She walks and walks
she doesnt know the way back
she has no home.
Where is her home?

She dries her eyes
no time to cry
her empty heart asks for home
she waited forever
the prince with the white horse
but he never came.
Where is her home?
She has no home.
She is no princess,
so no prince for her and her doll.
She dries her eyes
no time to cry
she just keeps walking
searching for her home.
Where is her home?
She has no place to go
no where to go
she was abandoned on the road
she is holding her doll
she holds back the tears
and walks and walks
she has no where to go.

Right here waiting

I walk to the cold room
every step leads me farther
to my own little world
a world that seems more real
than reality.
Each day passing by
i know it may be my last one
and still i dont want to cry
or loose hope.
I am thinking of you
and even though we are not together
it makes me sad knowing
i will leave you behind.
A soft whisper
i love you
so sweet, so nice
will you miss me?
Will you understand i left?
Love...oh love...
i will miss you.
but i promised
i will wait right here
till the day you will come.
so if they are right,
if i have to go...
i will be waiting here
right here...for you
in the world i created for us.

Do you remember me?

Do you remember me?
That girl by your side
when you were sad
when you were crying
when you were sick
laying on your bed in fever.
Do you remember me?
That girl that was crying for you
that girl that was dying for you
when you were sad
when you were smiling.

Do you remember me?
I am a shadow of that girl now
when you are away
when you forget me
crying alone for another's love.
Do you remember me?
I am that girl that misses you
that girl that loves you for you
when you are sad
when you are smiling.

Do you remember me?
Because i do remember you.

So fucking perfect

I screamed my love this evening
i screamed how i feel for you
feelings that i was hiding for months
my most valuable secret
is out today screamed by me.
But i feel no regret like always
i cant know you are in so much pain
so i screamed with all my strength
how fucking crazy and wonderful you are.
To me you are so fucking perfect
so amazing like a shining star.
I hear myself using words
that i never used before
and still they seem so right
and so wrong.
With you i feel things
that i have never felt before
and all these make me feel
you are so fucking perfect
and amazing person.
The way you move on,
the way you love,
the way your eyes shine
the way your voice is shaking.
You are fucking perfect, my love
just look at me, look in my eyes
you deserve everything
because you are so perfect,
so fucking perfect. 

If you could only

If you could only feel
the way that i love you
the way that i want you
if you could only hear
the way i call your name
the way i sing your name
then may you would be
forever in my arms
Then again it's you
so may you felt and heard
all my love, my devotion
and they are not enough for you.
Every day i pick up the phone
i deal your number and hung up.
Then i keep my phone by my ear
and speak to you for hours
but you will never hear
how much you mean to me.
These cold walls have heard your name
so many times that it's like you are here.
They know all about you, all about me
but they will never see you.
If you could only imagine
how much i love you
how i would give anything
everything to feel your touch
your soft breath, your beautiful eyes on me.
If you could only know
that you are in every pray
in every thought of mine
then may you would look at me
with these eyes that burn me.
If only you could look in my eyes
you would see every thought
every feeling and the greatest love.
If you could only...
but you cant,
but you dont want to.

The one you love

I dare you to close your eyes
and think of darkness,of nothing
of the person who wears your mask
and then tell me who you love.
Think of your soul in a room alone
take a deep breath
take off the mask
and tell me who you love.
I dare you to open your eyes
and face the light, face the sun
face the shining smile
and then tell me who you love.
If you can bare this sight
take a deep breath
take off the mask
and tell me who you love.
She dared to close her eyes
and think of darkness, of nothing
of the person who wears your mask
and tell you who she loves.
She thought of your soul in a room alone
took a deep breath
took off your mask
and told you who she loves.
She dared to open her eyes
and face the light, face the sun
faced the shinning smile
and then told you who she loves.
She bared the sight
took a deep breath
took your mask off
and told you who she loves.

Breaking away

I need to break away
from this prison of my mind
this world isnt for me
it has nothing to do with me
it never had,it never will.
I must leave and never come back
i need to find a way
to break away.

No company, no ally
in this impossible plan
i get ready to complete.
There was never an ally
so why am i so surprised now?
I need to break away
before i loose my mind
but no matter what
i will carry you with me.
So in the end...
will i ever break away for real?

Dreaming of eternal sleep

All i can feel is endless pain
thousand of pieces fallen on the grass
the brown grass that once was green.
They reflect our love and my emotions
but they are all dead without you.
This pain is so sweet, so bitter
it stinks and makes me bleed.
Blood...like a rain, like a river
running and running on my skin
white as the snow that falls outside.
Still i can only laugh at this
how red and beautiful it is
like my red lips used to be
pushed on your pinkish lips,
like my blushed cheeks used to be
cupped by your shaking hands.
Now i am a pale girl
walking in a dark world
holding a broken doll
that represents myself to this cruel world
and yet i cant stop smiling
imagining a beautiful world
where you are the Queen,
where you smile.
Suddenly i feel this crazy desire
to open my hands like wings
and fly away to the dark snowing sky
till my body will give up
and i can fall asleep
dreaming of this heart-taking smile
forever.

Eros

I want to speak a thousand words
to make you see my love
a thousand words of care
to keep you by my side.

I would try the simpliest way
I love you, three words
my way, but they are not enough
for you to come back.

If you could feel my love
i am sure you would be scared
of how deep and strong
a feeling can be.

You gave a whole new meaning to my world
every breath of mine smells like spring
only when you are close to me
and you breath with our rythm.

Everytime i confess my love
to these cold walls
i feel shivers running down my body
and my heart melting.

I was hitted by the worst sickness
i am blessed and cursed
cause Eros visited my heart
with a brown haired angel.

Before he leaves
with a childish smile
he locked you in
and threw the key far away.

Eros, your games killed me
my love is far too serious
too strong, too much
and she isnt coming back. 

Spaciba baby

It's easy to speak out a word
but sometimes so hard to feel it
and then again i cant even spell the word
it always seems so wrong
telling my goodbye to you.
i thought writing it
in a different language
a language that has nothing to do
with you,me,us
is much easier
but same emptiness fills my heart.

Spaciba baby!

You threated me wrong
and broke my world
but then again i feel
like the word baby is the real one
and spaciba an empty lie.

Spaciba baby!
Spaciba baby!

I dont mean it
not even in the least
but i must scream it
trying to fool myself
is such a challenge,
such a fight.

Spaciba baby!

Deep Poetic Moments: Adria

Deep Poetic Moments: Adria

Gone with the wind

The blowing wind whispers in your ears
about a new place he discovered
a place far away with wonders unknown to us
and you already prepare your luggage
catching the first train and before i open my eyes
you are already gone.

I sit on my favourite armchair
holding a wet letter written by your hand
where you describe all the places you've seen
all the wonders you've discovered
and the beauty of this world
signing with your love.

On a station i am standing
waiting for the next train
the one that will bring you back to me
in my caring arms, your home.

But you are gone with the wind
and he is tricky and wild
talking and talking
every time for new places he have seen
and you are never back
leaded by your desire.

Another letter under my pillow
all wet with my tears and signed with your love
as you are forever gone with the wind.

Sinfully in love with you

I saw a rain drop running on the glass
and i smiled thinking how beautiful rain is
till i understood it was a crystal tear
running down my cheek through my reflection.
Dark brown eyes looking at me
unknown to their owner
and still i remember a time
when they were full of life.

To begin with,why am i crying?
The radio is off,no song of ours playing
the books are sealed,no love story for us
and no movie is playing.
Why am i crying then?

Now it's no raindrop but rain
making my neck wet more and more
because i am sinfully in love with you.
No shame, no turning back
i am sinfully in love with your memory
killing myself day by day
without mercy.

Now i remember why,
that dream so real, eating my heart
your arms around me, your voice so soft
and no hope, no glory
no life withing my heart
for an impossible dream i hug
sinfully in love with you.

Adria

You took a walk around the block

searching for a way to make it better

to make the pain sweeter 

to a bitter moment, a moment of death.

It needs a different kind of courage

to speak out the truth

and yet you are not ready to

so you keep lying.

Adria... she speaks out the word

a word you wouldnt understand anyway

not because she talks in her language

but because you dont know it yet.

She knows already

but she doesnt want to believe it

that you lie to her and play 

with her precious heart.

Adria... no she doesnt call your name

she begs you not to play with her

to tell her the truth, to let her die

for living in the sweetest lie.

Adria... Adria...

It means courage.

Time

Time.
A man without mercy.
He smiles at me from every corner
i cant cage him inside my arms.
He smiles at me from inside
but also from outside.
Time.
A man that has everything
but also nothing.
Tick tack...
such a crazy,slow,quickly rythm.
Seconds pass by
nothing changed
but also nothing is the same.
Tick tack...tick tack...
he smiles at me with that cold smile
and no matter how fast i run
i cant catch him

Time...
Without mercy husband...
How many wives have you killed?
And still, i envy you.
So wild, waiting for nothing
and no one.
Oh time...
I am one more of your wives.
You show me no mercy.
Tick tack...tick tack...

I have no time to decide.
Tick tack...
tick tack...
oh time.

Good morning

I want you to hear it from me
every morning, every single morning
i want the first two words
that your ears will hear to be from me.
Good morning.

I want this wish to reach your heart
every single morning
coming from my lips
whispered in your ear.
Good morning.

Every single morning
i want you to understand i mean it
as a wish for a beautiful morning
for you and me.
Good morning, my love.

Destination

I look around me
every day, every hour
people walking, coming, going
and all the way from the beginning.
They walk to nowhere
without someone really waiting for them
without a destination
but they keep walking.

I am wondering
if they had someone by their side
someone to hold their hand
if this world was made for two
would they be without home?

The night falls like a curtain
the stars have no light
for the lost kids without mother
without home, without love.
I look at them standing
no walking no searching
they have no home.

But endlessly dreams
lead us in the stupidity
of creating illusions of a destination
a way that leads us home.

There is no way,
no home, no destination
for a lonely heart that is cold.
But realization brings calmness
and destiny leads you
to the person that holds the ribbon
the red ribbon of fate.

There is no way,
no home, no destination
for a single person
but life with love
care and devotion creates
a road that leads you
where you belong.

Lost Heart

I walk through these woods
that an uncare heart burnt
stealing away a beauty so rare
taking away someone's breath.
In an unknown rythm
prayings leave my lips and my heart.
With closed eyes, with opened heart
through the woods i walk
longing  to find what you lost.
Is it a moment or a thousand of moments
since your cold hand threw away everything?

I walk upon the sea
rider of the waves
singing a lullaby for your tired soul
that wants so bad to sleep.
In a mysterious dance
spells are coming in life full of magic.
With soft kisses
i welcome this new day, this old night
that comes and goes forever.
Is it a moment for us or for you
now that your heart is found?

A world of loneliness

It's dark.
I am blind but i keep walking.
Once upon a time
there was a soft hand
holding mine,leading me.
Then the world
was full of colors.

She left
and i got blind.
The world turned
black and white at first,
then completely black.
And there is no hand
like hers to hold mine.

This world is full
full of loneliness
for lonely hearts
that lost their sight
until they find a hand
so soft, so caring
like the one they used to hold
but then again
for the blind man
no hand will be the same.

So this world is empty
empty of real love
for real people
that had their eyes open
holding a caring hand
so unsure by its own
like they didnt know
the right road to lead you
but then again
this is a world of loneliness.

Walk alone.

Cold summer

Such a coldness hugging an existance lost for months
or is it years since that light faded away?
She was walking bare feet on the snow
all these years through the coldness she smiled
flowers under her feet, sun around her arms
enemy of the Ice Queen and friend of The Light.

Frozen blood inside her veins now
no light, no sun, no summer in her hands
her hair burnt crops on winter's days
a forgotten song upon her lips
untouched and cold without life
drawn in her own dreams.

Snow flakes upon her eyelashes
frozen tears like crystals on her cheeks and a smile
so old that saw everyone's pain
a princess of a forgotten world with no love
that drank the water of oblivion
and let her die for their sins.

Forgeting about me

I hear every word you spoke
in this messy mind of mine
a place full of fuzzy memories
love notes,caring words
and no one to clean this mess.

Lifetime loneliness, woods full of snow
places and times unknown to my little heart
but this voice within leads me
somewhere far away, years and ages
so i can be forever yours.

This dear person that took my heart
a shadow that walks alone and together
smiles at me in such a tempting way
a clear game of my messy mind
as they dont even exist.

A fatal love with no continue
for one of us,you forgot my existance
and deep inside your cave
my body lays cold and broken
beside my bleeding little heart.

My eyes have no more light
they leaded you where your heart was
and couldnt bring myself back
though you never tried to keep me
or take me back with you.

Lost in the labyrinth of my messy mind
i can take the same decision you took
that day we celebrated our love, my own love,
like poison your decision, my decision now
forgeting about me, about myself now.

My beloved wind

oh my beloved you that travel

everywhere and always,

you that carry every known and unknown perfume

and touch our faces softly and hardly

day and night in light or darkness

Oh my dear you who wears your nice clothes

made by any kind and with them running to the hills

always ending up to the sea

so as to listen once again to the sirens

oh my kind lord with the mythical powers

your house is everywhere and nowhere

but you always come back here

so as to listen to my stories

my beloved wind.

Needing you, loving you

I am wondering

will you cry

if i open the door

and get lost in the darkness.

I am wondering

will your heart ache

if i walk away

from you and your life.

Because i am crying

while you are leaving.

Because my heart is aching

while you say it's over.

And i miss you

like my lips miss a smile.

And i need you

like a flower needs water.

I am wondering

will you care

if i fall down

in front of your legs.

I am wondering

will you turn

if i say i love you

i need you,baby.

Because i care

with all my heart for you.

Because i turn

my whole existance on you.

And i miss you

like my lips miss a smile.

And i need you

like a flower needs water.

Make me smile...

Water me...

Saving you

Walking down the street

while teardrops are falling of the sky

feeling them burning your cold flesh

while the emptyness inside you grows up.

You are not alone baby

i know your feelings too well

cold inside, broken and afraid

waiting for the light and the hope.

Cheer up my baby

we will be together

we will see this story

till the very end

preparing our hearts for a new day.

Dont cry love

dont let them see your tears

dont allow them to see you broken

giving me an excuse to smile.

You will be saved love

soft inside i am like always

being ready to help and save you.

Giving up my dreams

while everything turns black

hearing your laughing and giggling sounds

while the happiness comes back to you.

I love you, hear this please

I saved you so dont give up

I love you... good bye.

Sleepless Nights

Sleepless nights by your side

wonderful hours watching you sleeping

slow breaths that move your chest

peaceful silence all around us.

Your calm expression keeps me awake

a beauty without limits and rules.

Fast beatings run my heart and body

a soft blushing crosses my cheeks.

Forever i would be able to stay like this

looking and kissing your closed eyes.

The breath of your life gives me strength,

your heart's beatings, my dear melody.

Tonight, once again, i lay in your arms

feeling your warmth and care,

your love fills my soul and heart

without a word to be spoken.

This night once again you are sleeping

your angelic face shapes a beautiful smile.

Here and then i hear my name

being whispered by an angel's lips.

Sleepless nights by your side

heavenly moments watching you sleeping

slow breaths that warm my cheeks

warm silence all around us.

Love

Just a single light, a single moment

pleasure and fire through my eyes,

a world of colors, a burning heart

you and me together.

Words leave your red lips

a melody so magical

my tears are running free

through water and fire.

She and I

I received a message from you

all you could say to break my heart

was her name.

But no... that wasn't enough for you

you wanted to scream your love

for her.

But i know...there was something in your eyes

there was something in your voice

for me.

When you were calling my name

when you were looking at my face

for me...

Because i love you

i will step aside for you

and let you live your life.

But i will never stop believing

that you are mine,

you are for me.

Because i love you

and you are always in my mind

you have my heart.

But i will never get in your way

even if you are mine,

you are with her.

You took a gun and shoot my heart

you used her name as a bullet

you are with her.

But no...that wasnt enough for you

you wanted to draw above my grave

with red roses your love

for her.

But i remember...once upon a time

you were singing my name

you were kissing my face

just for me.

Because i love you

i will step aside for you

and let you live your life.

But i will never stop believing

that you are mine,

you are for me.

Because i love you

and you are always in my mind

you have my heart.

But i will never get in your way

even if you are mine,

you are with her.

Sometimes i wonder if

you imagine she is me..

for me...

But then i laugh

because i know the truth...

for her...