Dreaming of a dream

Breaths that search for a way to escape
dreams that live beyond the clouds
looks that hide all our emotions
whispers that expect to be heard
lips that had never been kissed
and a girl on a swing waiting.

The dream goes on without an end
you take its hand and walk
the smile never loses its place
while you live again and again
touching the endless sky
that kisses the mysterious sea. 

Never but forever

Today i will open my heart to you
once again but only for a moment
and after this i am going to go
and never come back to you.
I will look deep in your eyes
and whisper words of devotion
but only because they will come from my heart
and then i will disappear forever.
Tonight i will hug my pillow
for one last time and whisper
your soft name smiling
and then it will be over.

It will be over forever in my mind
but never in my heart.

Θυμός

Σαν ζεματιστό νερό τρέχει πάνω στην ψυχή μου
ένα συναίσθημα που δεν έχω νιώσει πριν
σε τέτοιο βαθμό, τόσο πολύ.
Η ανάσα μου είναι τόσο αρρύθμιστη
και με κάνει να σκέφτομαι πώς
ένα άτομο μπορεί να σε κάνει να νιώσεις έτσι.

Νιώθεις παράτολμος και θέλεις να μιλήσεις
μα είναι απλά ένα άγριο συναίσθημα
δεν πρέπει να το αφήσεις να σε πλημμυρίσει
όχι πιο πολύ από το ανθρώπινο.
Ζήσε το μέσα από την βαθιά σου αγάπη
αλλά μην το αφήσεις να σε τυφλώσει
θύμωσε σαν άνθρωπος, όχι σαν ζώο.

The lost key

I locked myself among four walls
to hide the tears that i don't let to fall
and the voices that stay inside my neck.
There are no windows and the door is locked.
Sometimes i think that i want
to go out and live my life
but i cant find the key to unlock myself.
Then i laugh because i remember you have it
and i lay again in my bed looking up.

The walls have no voices but sometimes they feel alive
like listeners of my life, cold and unmoved.
I am not afraid to go out,
i just find no reason to do this.
Life lost its meaning, like i lost my key.
Maybe in the end i will just pray you will bring it back.
After all you are my dear thief who stole my heart and the key to open it.

I am leaving tonight

I tried to teach you
how a heart works
why we really need it
and how we live with it.
But you never found out
the real meaning of my existence
and you told me to leave
when i needed you the most.

So tonight babe i am leaving
and you must find a way to live
because i will survive somehow with a heart
while you will be searching yours
in a place full of memories and lies.

You told me you can live
without me and my love
so it won't be hard for you,
so don't cry over me, my love
even if no one will love you
like i did, like i always did.

Love, save up your tears
i am leaving tonight
don't cry over me
i am leaving tonight
and i can't come back
because i need myself more.

I am the mistress of myself
and a whole world is there for me
and i do need company
but i will choose it carefully
and your place will be empty
even if someone comes with me.

But baby, i am leaving tonight
Save up your tears,
you said you can live without me
so i am leaving tonight
and i ll find a place to stay
before moving on again.

Nameless Soul

You choose for yourself
names without a real meaning
names that never matched you
and have nothing to do with you.
Your soul longs for real love
for another one to hug you
for someone to take care of you
and bring light in your life.
Nameless soul, you long for me
to name you once again
with your real name
the one only i know.
Nameless soul, come back home
i keep the door wide open
and the fireplace is on
so as to warm you with love.

You choose for yourself
a path without flowers
only with some petals
and full of thorns.
If you take my hand
i will lead you to the gardens
of the most beautiful heaven
full of roses with small thorns.

Nameless soul, i know your name
the one that was meant for you
the one we created together
and you whispered to me.
Nameless soul, tonight i will pronounce
your real name at midnight
so stay awake to hear it
to hear to whom you belong.

So far yet so close

I always had this feeling
i would be here in the final hit
and now i know how it feels
to be someone's favourite food
eating a small part of you
never wanting to have the last bite.
Now i am having this dejavou
myself walking away with red wings
broken and in fire but beautiful too
smiling bright as the drowning sun
to be another star of the dark sky
so far away of you.

I always had this feeling
that things would look more logical
when i would loose my mind
to make it crystal clear
loosing myself in that lovely valley
full of you, full of you.
Now i am having this dejavou
of myself in a place so far away
where your voice cant echo
laying peacefully on the grass
to be another happy lost girl
so far away from you.

I always had this feeling
i wouldnt want to go there
i am out of touch, but still
to make it crystal clear
staying away of you is bad
so bad for me, just for me.
Now i am having this dejavou
of my mind flying away
where hell and heaven exist together
letting my little heart so far behind
to follow you everywhere like always
so close to you, so close to you.

I am me

I am heaven's light
and hell's fire.
Bare with me.
Watch me shining,
look at me burning
everything around me.
No one will ever be like me
such a bright star
fading away day by day.
Like fire i am burning
everyone's souls with sweetness
Like water i am saving you
from my hot breath.
I carry heaven's love
and place it on your hands.
I am the blue rose
beyong the red and pink ones.
I am me and no one is me
I am me.

No home

Walking around the roads
full of people with a place to go
all together,no one alone
where is her home?
No one waits for her
no one will come to pick her up
no place to go.
She walks and walks
she doesnt know the way back
she has no home.
Where is her home?

She dries her eyes
no time to cry
her empty heart asks for home
she waited forever
the prince with the white horse
but he never came.
Where is her home?
She has no home.
She is no princess,
so no prince for her and her doll.
She dries her eyes
no time to cry
she just keeps walking
searching for her home.
Where is her home?
She has no place to go
no where to go
she was abandoned on the road
she is holding her doll
she holds back the tears
and walks and walks
she has no where to go.

Right here waiting

I walk to the cold room
every step leads me farther
to my own little world
a world that seems more real
than reality.
Each day passing by
i know it may be my last one
and still i dont want to cry
or loose hope.
I am thinking of you
and even though we are not together
it makes me sad knowing
i will leave you behind.
A soft whisper
i love you
so sweet, so nice
will you miss me?
Will you understand i left?
Love...oh love...
i will miss you.
but i promised
i will wait right here
till the day you will come.
so if they are right,
if i have to go...
i will be waiting here
right here...for you
in the world i created for us.

Do you remember me?

Do you remember me?
That girl by your side
when you were sad
when you were crying
when you were sick
laying on your bed in fever.
Do you remember me?
That girl that was crying for you
that girl that was dying for you
when you were sad
when you were smiling.

Do you remember me?
I am a shadow of that girl now
when you are away
when you forget me
crying alone for another's love.
Do you remember me?
I am that girl that misses you
that girl that loves you for you
when you are sad
when you are smiling.

Do you remember me?
Because i do remember you.

So fucking perfect

I screamed my love this evening
i screamed how i feel for you
feelings that i was hiding for months
my most valuable secret
is out today screamed by me.
But i feel no regret like always
i cant know you are in so much pain
so i screamed with all my strength
how fucking crazy and wonderful you are.
To me you are so fucking perfect
so amazing like a shining star.
I hear myself using words
that i never used before
and still they seem so right
and so wrong.
With you i feel things
that i have never felt before
and all these make me feel
you are so fucking perfect
and amazing person.
The way you move on,
the way you love,
the way your eyes shine
the way your voice is shaking.
You are fucking perfect, my love
just look at me, look in my eyes
you deserve everything
because you are so perfect,
so fucking perfect. 

If you could only

If you could only feel
the way that i love you
the way that i want you
if you could only hear
the way i call your name
the way i sing your name
then may you would be
forever in my arms
Then again it's you
so may you felt and heard
all my love, my devotion
and they are not enough for you.
Every day i pick up the phone
i deal your number and hung up.
Then i keep my phone by my ear
and speak to you for hours
but you will never hear
how much you mean to me.
These cold walls have heard your name
so many times that it's like you are here.
They know all about you, all about me
but they will never see you.
If you could only imagine
how much i love you
how i would give anything
everything to feel your touch
your soft breath, your beautiful eyes on me.
If you could only know
that you are in every pray
in every thought of mine
then may you would look at me
with these eyes that burn me.
If only you could look in my eyes
you would see every thought
every feeling and the greatest love.
If you could only...
but you cant,
but you dont want to.

The one you love

I dare you to close your eyes
and think of darkness,of nothing
of the person who wears your mask
and then tell me who you love.
Think of your soul in a room alone
take a deep breath
take off the mask
and tell me who you love.
I dare you to open your eyes
and face the light, face the sun
face the shining smile
and then tell me who you love.
If you can bare this sight
take a deep breath
take off the mask
and tell me who you love.
She dared to close her eyes
and think of darkness, of nothing
of the person who wears your mask
and tell you who she loves.
She thought of your soul in a room alone
took a deep breath
took off your mask
and told you who she loves.
She dared to open her eyes
and face the light, face the sun
faced the shinning smile
and then told you who she loves.
She bared the sight
took a deep breath
took your mask off
and told you who she loves.

Breaking away

I need to break away
from this prison of my mind
this world isnt for me
it has nothing to do with me
it never had,it never will.
I must leave and never come back
i need to find a way
to break away.

No company, no ally
in this impossible plan
i get ready to complete.
There was never an ally
so why am i so surprised now?
I need to break away
before i loose my mind
but no matter what
i will carry you with me.
So in the end...
will i ever break away for real?