Never but forever

Today i will open my heart to you
once again but only for a moment
and after this i am going to go
and never come back to you.
I will look deep in your eyes
and whisper words of devotion
but only because they will come from my heart
and then i will disappear forever.
Tonight i will hug my pillow
for one last time and whisper
your soft name smiling
and then it will be over.

It will be over forever in my mind
but never in my heart.