So far yet so close

I always had this feeling
i would be here in the final hit
and now i know how it feels
to be someone's favourite food
eating a small part of you
never wanting to have the last bite.
Now i am having this dejavou
myself walking away with red wings
broken and in fire but beautiful too
smiling bright as the drowning sun
to be another star of the dark sky
so far away of you.

I always had this feeling
that things would look more logical
when i would loose my mind
to make it crystal clear
loosing myself in that lovely valley
full of you, full of you.
Now i am having this dejavou
of myself in a place so far away
where your voice cant echo
laying peacefully on the grass
to be another happy lost girl
so far away from you.

I always had this feeling
i wouldnt want to go there
i am out of touch, but still
to make it crystal clear
staying away of you is bad
so bad for me, just for me.
Now i am having this dejavou
of my mind flying away
where hell and heaven exist together
letting my little heart so far behind
to follow you everywhere like always
so close to you, so close to you.