Eyes closed for minutes
Or are they days?
This image haunts you.
You say it is fake.
Deep inside you know the truth.
You lie to yourself.
You make yourself a human ball.
You cant cry.
You are not allowed to.
You must smile.
It’s an order.
Smile!Smile more!
Hide your tears.
You are cold.
Warm up yourself now!
You are not allowed to cry.
You must be sweet and nice.
There isnt a picture that haunts you.
You just imagine things.
Smile! Smile more!
You are useless.
Stand up and smile.
It’s an order.
Read my lips.
Smile! Smile more!
You have to stay whole.
Stand there and smile.
You were asked to do this.
Forget this image.
You don’t want to remember.
Smile! Smile more!
She will leave you.
You are scared now.
Then smile.
Keep her near you.
Smile! Smile more!
You are useless when you cry.
It’s an order.
You must be sweet and nice.
Stand there
And smile like a doll.
You are nothing.
You only need to smile.
Smile! Smile more!
If you cry,she will leave.
Good girl,you stopped.
Now you will smile.
Smile! Smile more!
You are a doll.
You are her doll.
Stay there.
Let her hug you
And whisper to you her pain.
Smile! Smile more!
You don’t deserve more by her.
Enjoy her warmth.
If you smile she will stay.
It’s an order.
Follow my words.
Forget that image.
You are her doll.
Look she holds you near her.
If you cry she will throw you away.
Sooner or later
It would happen.
Smile! Smile more!
Warm up her heart.
You are ordered to do so.
You love her.
Just do so!
You are fake.
Smile! Smile more!
You are fake.
You always were.
Forget that image.
You are not allowed to remember.
Be there for her.
Don’t cry.
You are her doll.
Smile! Smile more!
Smile more, little fake doll.
It’s the only thing you are good at.
You can cry when you ll be alone.
Don’t complain!
You want her to be happy.
Then don’t cry.
Just smile! Smile more!
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